knowing it later

This is a self composed poem, telling how one oscillates from one decision to another and depicts the unstable mind.......

i thought...... i am happy

but i wasn't completely, i knew it later

i thought...... my family is my entire world

but it was just a part of it, i knew it later

i thought......i don't need someone special

but it wasn't so, i knew it later

i thought......i can sacrifice everything for u

but i couldn't, i knew it later

i thought......its about only you and me

but it wasn't, i knew it later

i thought...... it be a reality !

but it dint seem so, i knew it later

i thought......this isn't right hence be it a dream!

but it wasn't, i knew it later

i thought......i am best fated

but i wasn't, i knew it later

i thought......i got a shoulder to cry upon

but it was my own knee, i knew it later